quite possibly dying. haven't kept a sip of water or anything down in days now. dropping weight like mad. at this rate i'll be down to 2 digits in about 3 days. hunger is eating away at me like i've never experienced before. hurts to breathe. chest pains when i lay on my left side. head weighs a zillion pounds and throbs like hell. room won't stop spinning. exhausted from days of dry heaving. can't keep my meds down. vision is foggy. haven't even showered in like four, maybe five days, because i can't stand up very long without wanting to pass out. mitch says i literally look green. how long can i survive like this?
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